After a month of hardship I feel i can manage to survive the upcoming month in upmost happiness and great work.
The past month every thing that mattered next to my kin, was the woman that really brought light in my life.
Now it's my turn to bring light in our lives as well, I need to do this cause it's what i believe in.
I do believe she's the one as she's the only in my life so far that has all the qualities i loved in a woman and more.
She surprises me every day or time after a talk something new pops up.
In the 3 months we've come to know each other, we found out we loved the same colours, love asian moves and the language,
love the same fruits and veggies, have a likewise tick for things we don't like, love playing chess and definitly love conspiracies
& other type a documentaries.
But aside all those good point there are also some point that might be problematic, we're both stuborn to a high extent,
and react the same way when the one doesn't act the way we should in agreement in other word we anger and cause a silent treatment effect.
Despite it all i still feel the same she's the one, i've never felt this way and working together with her makes up for everything,
she's my solace and my peace of the mind. And the oddest part is... I have dreamed of her 2 yr prior to our meeting.
Who'd wanna pass up on someone like her i guess no one.
I see the changes that are happening and understand well enough they're because of her.
I'm more balanced, more focussed and more attuned to my innerself, so when the hard times came for a bit,
it felt like a major crash where in the first in my life i didn't knew what i needed to do, i always knew how to get out of situations or fix something mcguyver like
but this was harder and a slippy slope that needed to be threaded carefully.
Well now it's half over and it feels like it might get sunny on the other side of the rainbow and i that's what i'm aiming for.
I plan to work alot of things out the coming months and make innovation go awry crazy
So when hard times came i kicked it to the curb and made my path my own and made it stronger to survive.
Don't let yourself down, as you are only one of many yet many of none.
Be a soul that hearts can mend and burn the excess of something precious as life is.
Listening to: Classic music
Reading: Game of Thrones - 3rd book